Lonely Day

Have you ever been lonely?
So incredibly lonely that you feel like the world around you is a blur and that you are the only real person?
Well, that's how I feel...
And I know I shouldn't...
I know it's only been two days that he hasn't had his phone...
But in those two days, no one else seemed to have any time for me...
I'm there when they need me but when I need them, suddenly they have something better to do...
And that hurts...
The one person who pays me attention even when I'm being stupid can't talk...
And pretty much everyone else has shown their true colours...
I just need a friend...
I know I have two real friends...
And my true and best friend is also my fiancé...
But even they get busy or lose their phones or don't have a phone...
And everyone else who says "I'll be there for you" really isn't...
Sometimes, I jut wish everyone would be real and honest to me...
Just once, I wish they'd prove what sort of person they are...
I just need a friend...
Someone to talk to...
Otherwise I'm sitting alone, staring at my phone...
And being ignored...
I feel like the puppy no one wants to adopt...

:'( <3 :'(