I'm Still Here

This?
This is my song.
The Goo Goo Dolls secretly know me and wrote it for me.


I'm Still Here - The Goo Goo Dolls

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be
And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me and throw me away
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me and I'm not afraid
And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here

They can't tell me who to be
Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin'
While I keep on dreamin' for me
And their words are just whispers and lies
That I'll never believe

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can they say i'll never change?
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here
I'm the one now
Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here

It's a brilliant song.
I can relate to it so perfectly.
And I'm so listening to it 2013 :)
Yeah, I'll still be here.
I have a reason to live, so nothing can take me down.
Nothing.

<3

P.S. For the music video and everything, heres a youtube link :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0A6uLPBwouw

Sickness

So I'm sick.
Yup, fantastic.
Brilliant.
Hopefully it goes no further than a strep throat.
Glandular fever would be rather inconvinient.
Especially now.
With school.
And with a big trip coming up.
I mean, seriously.
It's just not fair.
Thank God for modern wonder-drugs.
Penicillin.
Hell yeah.
All I want is a good nights sleep.
Something tells me I'm in for another night of fevered dreams.
Fantastic.
They just get so weird.
For example, a talking giraffe.
Really?
Yeah, a bit odd.
But hey, thats how it is.
An hour of good, proper sleep.
And nothing else but weird dozing dreams.
Ah well.
Never mind.
I'm hungry.
Food sounds good.
Sadly, I can't eat for two hours because of this medication.
Must be taken on an empty stomach.
Lame.
I hate it.
The only thing thats worth it is that it won't get in the way of me getting piercings.
So I can get my tongue done :)
SWEET!!
My lovely boyfriend will be coming with me and getting his done too.
I'd be too scared without him.
Yeah, I'm clingy.
And sappy.
But I love him.
So much.
He makes my life so fantastic.

<3

Just Another Day in the Life...

Spagetti.
Yup.
Tasty, right?
This stuff is massive.
It actually looks like albino worms in tomato sauce.
So weird...
Today was another day of the same old school.
Same old class.
Dull boringness, as can be expected.
But tonight will be much fun.
Movie night at youth.
I get to see my lovely boyfriend :)
And he's going to give me my first game of Magic.
Yes, Magic.
I am, secretly, a geek.
I'm geeky and I know it.
But yeah.
He is so wonderful and patient.
I'm so lucky to have a boyfriend like him.
I love you baby :)
Yes, I know you'll read this.
Because you are fantastic.
Anywho.
My spagetti.
Nummy.
Best after school snack ever.
Ever.
Like, legit.

<3

The Beginning

So, I thought I'd give this a try...

No harm trying, right?

It's like an online diary.

Really? Journal.

Not a diary.

Too girly.

So an online journal.

It's decided.

Yup.

So...

You know, school.

Lame.

Total "Z" time.

Uni lectures will be worse...

But I guess thats what comes with wanting to be a Vet and all.

I have interesting teachers.

Seriously, someone shook that bag and tipped out the first five and gave them to me.

But they are there to teach me so I will listen and be taught.

For now.

Heh...

I really need to get to bed earlier.

I mean, I can't get up later for school.

That wouldn't work.

At all.

I need an hour and a half.

Yup, that long.

I AM a girl.

And thats how it is.

Yeah.

I have a boyfriend.

He's pretty damned amazing.

I won't lie.

You'll be hard pressed to find a better one.

Trust me, he's perfect.

And he's mine :)

All mine.

And I'm his :)

Be jealous, world.

Be very jealous.

<3