Stood on my straightener this morning.
It was on.
Heated up to it's highest setting.
Open.
I got my toes on my right foot right on it.
Ouch.
Blisters.
Hurts.
I can't walk without limping.
Oh well.
At least it was the end of the holiday.
Although I'll be going back to school with a rather sore foot.
Never again shall I leave my straightener on the floor to warm up.
I miss my Sonikfyre.
Lots.
It's lonely without him.
I have had a great time on the Gold Coast.
But I'm about ready to come home.
Home.
What a wonderful word.
So warm and happy.
I have no music on my iPod.
Wiped just before I left.
Grrrr...
Thank goodness for my mp3 player.
Life saver!
So I have some music.
Not the best music.
But still good.
So I'll live.
But I want my Sonikfyre.
I want cuddles.
I have this rather sappy image in my head.
Of arriving back home and seeing him there.
Waiting for me.
And I could run into his arms.
Yeah.
I'm a romantic.
But hey.
That's how I am.
<3
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Anxious
I can't help it.
I worry and worry so much.
About nothing.
I drive myself crazy.
Make myself sick.
Stop myself sleeping.
I know I should be relaxing.
After all, that's what a holiday is for.
Right?
Yeah.
I'll try chill.
It's just...
Going away has brought my anxiety back full force.
I worry, I miss my special someone.
All I want is his arms around me.
So I can be safe.
Happy.
And I can finally stop worrying.
I don't know why I get so up tight.
I get so nervous and snappy.
I worry about time.
I turn into an utter wreck.
Especially if I'm late.
That really doesn't help.
My darling is the only thing keeping me sane.
He is the voice of reason in my head.
He calms the storm inside me.
He makes me feel safe.
Secure.
Loved.
He is the only person I trust completely and utterly.
He can read me like an open book.
But that doesn't bother me.
I like it.
When I say I'm fine, all I want is someone to look into my eyes, hug me and ask me whats wrong.
And he does that.
He is perfect.
Sonikfyre, I love you.
So much.
You're my guardian angel.
My light in the darkness.
My strength.
The love of my life.
I love you.
<3
I worry and worry so much.
About nothing.
I drive myself crazy.
Make myself sick.
Stop myself sleeping.
I know I should be relaxing.
After all, that's what a holiday is for.
Right?
Yeah.
I'll try chill.
It's just...
Going away has brought my anxiety back full force.
I worry, I miss my special someone.
All I want is his arms around me.
So I can be safe.
Happy.
And I can finally stop worrying.
I don't know why I get so up tight.
I get so nervous and snappy.
I worry about time.
I turn into an utter wreck.
Especially if I'm late.
That really doesn't help.
My darling is the only thing keeping me sane.
He is the voice of reason in my head.
He calms the storm inside me.
He makes me feel safe.
Secure.
Loved.
He is the only person I trust completely and utterly.
He can read me like an open book.
But that doesn't bother me.
I like it.
When I say I'm fine, all I want is someone to look into my eyes, hug me and ask me whats wrong.
And he does that.
He is perfect.
Sonikfyre, I love you.
So much.
You're my guardian angel.
My light in the darkness.
My strength.
The love of my life.
I love you.
<3
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