Bury Me Where I Fall

So, I've been thinking a lot lately.
About life.
Death.
Whats beyond.
And all that mojo.
And you know what?
I'm scared.
I don't want to die.
I mean, my life has taken a huge turn for the better.
And I'm happy.
Really happy.
I have an amazing guy.
My marks are good.
And everything is ok.
But almost every night since I can remember, I've woken up.
And wondered.
Whats really out there?
What happens when I die?
What will I see?
What will I feel?
I'm, frankly, scared.
Its probably because I'm sick.
Glandular fever, cold, stomach issues...
Yeah.
But, I'm sure, in the end, it'll be fine.
Anywho, off that topic.
I want to write a song.
I really do.
A love song.
But a pretty one that isn't pop-ish and has some acoustic guitar and maybe piano.
I have the music in my heart.
But it won't get to my head.
And neither will what I want to say.
Lets face it, I can write a story, but when it comes to a song...
I never like it.
Oh well.
I'll give my best.
I'll put my heart into the music first.
And then, the lyrics may flow off that :)
Or thats how it goes in my head, anywho.

<3

Oh, p.s. From now on, my post titles will be song titles :)